I'm hoping this community will help me move some things in my life that need moving.
In return I hope to use my skills to be of help to you as well.
So Hi! I find myself in a strange, difficult yet perhaps very pregnant space. I don't make enough to support myself. So was able to move in with my Mom, which helps us both. I'm not thrilled, but I'm grateful. I was divorced over a decade ago and fell to my knees in despair, invested everything into my coaching business, my own personal growth and went bankrupt. I still yearn to help but I need help myself. A couple of years ago I told myself I would leave coaching and get a job because I wanted a steady income. I've worked up until recently, but coaching always called me. The jobs I've had have been absolutely awful. I just left and now have little income - not even unemployment. OK, that's the bad news.
I suppose that made me sound like some kind of loser. Yet, I have been told I come across as the most positive and confident person going. I've helped clients double their income, helped a client move from an idea to a national business, helped people love themselves, manifest a new car, lose weight and it goes on. Yeah, its a bit crazy, but I always felt community was missing. Oh, and I even started programs called "Women's Success Network" and "The Manifestation Project". I had it all but never made much or anything in terms of money. Now I want to change that. And from working in the "real world" I learned something about myself: I will not work for a corporation that is dedicated to profit at the expense of its people or the public. And even non-profits often have an unhealthy top down structure that is abhorrent to me. Nope, not doing it.
For now, I have started a greeting cards business with photos I've taken while in gratitude and with verses inspired from my experience as a seeker and life coach. Let me know where i can learn to market these online and if its appropriate to present here.
Lately I've been diving in very very deeply - not that I hadn't done that before, but this is deeper still. And I've uncovered shame, jealousy and fear on a deep level that has allowed me to acknowledge it, own it, bring it to consciousness as the observer and let it go. I'm re-writing my inner program. I also know I need help from a very high functioning community.
I will follow this with blogs on self-esteem - as that subject has been the ever present demon in the lives of my clients and myself.
My background for anyone I could help: writing, copywriting, speaking, coaching, marketing, singing....... I do love to help!