In a “Real with Ellie” interview I heard the phrase “What is in Me for Me?” I thought “Interesting” and then my attention was distracted to something else.
That night I had a vivid dream. I was speaking to a man who was hospitalized because he felt he had ice cubes blocking his throat. In the course of our talk I suggested this might be a survival pattern from the past that he no longer needed. His initial response was relief as he understood the connection to a childhood event. Then he went into guilt for having lost so many years to this behavior pattern. I was called away to deal with a mistake I had made earlier and I felt an urgency to get back to the man. I wanted to tell him he could release that behavior pattern and the resulting guilt by thanking the pattern for the service it had provided in the past. Then I woke up feeling the urgency to journal about the dream.
I believe that dreams contain messages from SHE (our Soul’s Highest Expression) for me, a message within Me for Me. And what does SHE have for me? I can gratefully thank my old patterns and wave them goodbye! This will allow my Divine Male Energy to speak up with Lioness Courage (melting the freezing blocks) and create a new thriving reality for myself!